Wan Marvin Marc-Arion
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An extremely lazy Sunday
Sunday, a day of sabbath. I didn't go to church today again. As much as i want to go, i couldn't/didn't. Been feeling all lazy, dry and empty somehow about going to church. Today has been a really lazy day for myself. I couldn't even study. I told my Renee that i would be studying the whole of today but when i opened my book this afternoon after skyping with her, i started zoning out. I felt so restless. I really hate this feeling. Why can't i just sit my ass down and read my book? I wasted 6 hours of my afternoon just starring at the ceiling, watching a movie which was so god damn boring, on the internet. The next thing i know, it's 6pm.The day is gone. Got a text from the Homies to meet up for dinner later at sunshine plaza at 7pm. They will be discussing the upcoming trip to Thailand coming October.
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Hi All. I know. The blog has been dead for really long. Tell me about it. Been lazy. Even forgotten that my blog existed! Anyway, shall start blogging again..
A moment of Folly
Me...
APRIL,
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Alright, Done with ARMY! Time to travel again! This time, No need to apply leave or whatsoever. JUST GO ONLY! Lol.. I'll upload some pics if i can. Stay tuned!
I realized something lately. Seems like Bangkok is really some nasty bad ass place. I have never been there in my life before. Read on wiki that sex and prostitution is the main source of income that drives up the nation's GDP and economy. Thai pubs and clubs are the places where all these 'happenings' happens. As much as there are all these, the gang rate is on a high. Illegal arms deal, circulation of drugs and women, massive child prostitution rings, transexuals and what not. Is there anything good? Like shopping, good food, sceneries, ancient buildings, king's temple, market on a river, unusual gifts? I may be going there this October but definitely, it's not for the 'wild'. I am someone who do not engage myself in prostitution, drugs and arms for sure. Once in awhile, taking in a little whiskey will do and a little interaction time with the guys. But not to the extent of doing stupid stuffs that will have alot of repercussions. That being said, i am sure Thailand has alot of cultural, historic shit for me to do. As much as the night scene is worth the eye opener, i bet the day will be much of a better deal. What i am looking forward to the most is the Tom Yum soup and shopping and of course, the scenes. Not a wild dude here not the party type, and definitely not a woman/sex hunter, am just a guy armed with a DSLR wanting to expand my photo albums!
Homies/Hombres:
A group name given by Rufford. Some may call themselves the guild, brothers or whatever. I think Homies sounds nicer. Like some Espanyol, Mexican, Latino Gangsta shit. Anyway, who are in the Homies? Ruff, PT, Boon, MK, Reez, Me, Alvin. Just some name. We were once running as the Jackass Union where we use to recruit pple to join in and pull stupid stunts together. I was the video man/ Stunt man. Ruff was kinda like the ring leader. Lol. Those were the days.
So.. I bring a close to my really lazy Sunday. I really could have done alot of catching up on my Statutory Interpretations and Judiciary Precedence.. But i missed it. Oh well, time to head down to meet the guys for dinner.
:)
I know some people read this mundane blog to update themselves about my life and what i have been doing so far. Some, are just curious, some are just... Kaypohs
So.. Just an update about my life.. As of 2011
- Got into UOL Law programme early this year.
- Finally graduated from PSB Academy.
- Finally went to America, NY and Boston
- Happily attached to my girlfriend Renee Ong :)
Life for me nowadays haven't really been looking very positive. I admit, sometimes when people ask about how i am, i always reply with a smile and a 'I'm great'!. Well, sad to say, that smile, sometimes, is just a mask. Since young, i've been known for that. Why am i feeling so empty, lonely, tired, disheartened and what not at times? I sometimes wonder too.
Let's start with my Church life:
Sad to say, i haven't been attending church very regularly now. Since young, i know people have been talking behind my back. I don't usually give a damn about these things when i was much younger. Always live by this motto, 'It doesn't matter what people say about you, you are who you are and nothing can change that, they are just jealous'. Well, true, but the only difference now is i give a shit on who talks behind me and have been talking behind me. See, the church i attend, people leave more then people come in. From what i have observed. People whom i have known since young has left and attended other churches, some even to the extent of loosing their faith or converting even. One thing i know for sure, I know who Jesus is and i know that he exists in my life. Time and time again, i have been hurt by the comments people make about me. Or rather, they pass down judgements which are not true or just hearsay. Still, i endured and stay on. Till it got to a point in time where i really couldn't take it.
See, it seems like in the church, everyone is like a goodie two shoe. They act like a different person when in church. I wouldn't say that i don't but i try to stay as true to myself where ever i go. Take for instance my latest suspension from ministry. I know that i made a mistake by reacting in a very nasty manner. Well, at least i was just being me. Whereas for the other party, acts like he's some high and mighty leader, all holy and shit. But when it comes to the suspensions and what not, well, guess what. Your bet is right. Who gets shot in the nuts? Wan Marvin Marc-Arion. And the other dude, i don't know what he got but it's definitely not what i got. And here comes the stupidest part of all. NOBODY CONSIDERED THE BASIS TO WHY I EVEN REACTED THAT WAY! When i do something or say something, old cases from the past about me will suddenly spring up and cloud the minds of the pastors and leaders thus, judgement is passed down and BOOM Its my fault..
I really love the church and going. i kno nothing i do or say actually MATTERS to them cause then again, i'm just another scum of the earth, douche, jackass, motherfucker, or whatever in their eyes. I really hate naming people and pointing fingers at them. But hey, this is reality. Its still a dog eat dog world out there.
Now your know the reason i hesitate coming to church on Sundays.. How far can your actually put on that front i wonder?
School:
School's been really... Tough, Stressful, Tiring, A little exciting sometimes.. But how awesome can school be? Well, Sometimes it is. Been reading the law for coming about 7 months now. It's really something new. I don't get to see much statistical shit, or formulas. Which is somehow good. Worst part is.. The memorizing. It's really something. The vast amount of case laws, statutory laws and all can really take up your time. In fact, i already made a decision on giving up my social life and just focus and put my energy into this course. Well, be a nerd for 3 years and enjoy like a king for the rest of my life. So why not right. Good things comes from hard work and sacrifices.
The course will be for 3 years and then i'll be a fully certified lawyer. Then after i'll be continuing with my Masters/Bar for about another year or so. Can't practice in Singapore but hey.. who said the criminal lawyers make the biggest dough? And who said NUS or SMU lawyers are the best in Sg? Nobody actually looks at the private schools because... People stereotype us. Private Sch = Useless.
Girlfriend
Renee Ong, I think most of you readers know who she is. For those who don't, Renee is the girl whom i know existed in my secondary school. Someone who my good friend fancies and someone who i never spoken a word with. Lol. Someone who i really never thought i will end up with. HAHA! Things have been really sweet and awesome. She's studying at Berklee College of Music, the place where it's every musician's dream of being at. What can i say, she really is a very talented individual. Not only does she knows how to play music and all, but she is someone who knows how to be a housemaker. That is what makes her different from other girls of today. She possess the talents which every man is looking for in a wife and thank God he path a way for me. Since she left for the US last Dec, i admit that i've been rather lonely at times. The difference in a Long Distance relationship 10 years ago and now is the technology which we have. The internet is really a wonderful thing which many of us abuse. Shan't go into that. Recently, i went over to the US to pay her a visit. Absence really makes the heart fonder. Nowadays we see relationship come and go but this is one which is as solid as a rock even though we are divided by time and distance. This girl is someone whom i really want to wake up with in the morning in future. Enough said, it's our private life :)
As i mentioned earlier, lately, i've just been studying studying and studying. If time permits, i'll be lanning. Yea, so much of a use to be scene kid (like how Boon puts it). Well, those were things of the past. We have to move on some time in our lives. Nothing last or stays forever.
Peace out :)
A moment of folly could cause a ripple effect. A moment of folly could end something drastically. You can end up Rich in A moment of folly.
Mood today: Not Fabulous
How can it be great? My girlfriend's ignoring me. Maybe she even told me a lie..
Work wasn't that bad as it was air conditioned
A moment of folly. I knew about the nigerian scams. 4-9-1. I read up the federal files on precautions to take. Whatever precautions there was or is, somehow, i chose to ignore it. This feeling.. This.... Voice in me said, just go ahead. So despite all the precautions and advices i had, i made the first transfer, 2nd and subsequently, the 3rd. All that on the line for 300k to start up my biz... now, is that worth it. I have been making calls to Nigeria, sending SMS and emails. Mrs Anita, the loaner, replies promptly. But the money isn't in. POSB said it will take 3-4 working days. So i shall wait....
i hope this decision i made in a moment of folly will be a good one...
My Name is Marc and i'm working as a Project Executive at T.K.H Deco Pte Ltd. Basically, i'm a specialist in Road closing for huge sporting events in Singapore. Work is really taking a toll on me. I've never worked this hard before and i seriously cannot believe that i am doing so. If business is really good for the company, there i will go missing from places. It even require me to work on a Sunday. So what days do i have left? If there was a day in between Sun and Mon, i guess work needs me as well..
Damn..!
I've got big dreams. Really big ones. I'm a person who dreams big. I really want to achieve those dreams. Being my own boss and being able to provide for my whole family. I'm meaning both my parents too. I don't really care much about big houses and cars cause if they come, they come.
I've gone through alot of turns in life. Right now, i'm trying to straighten out my road again and walk. Sometimes i make really bad decisions but thank God, People around me always help me up. I turn bad decisions into good ones, i have the ability to influence. I am very charismatic.
Damn..!
I dont even know why i'm creating this entry.. whatever it is, MY BLOG'S BACK!
4 months past, it's been almost 4 months since i've completer my national service.
Some may ask or wonde
r,
'what's Marc been up to nowadays?'
'why has he been dissappearing suddenly?'
'why the meeting or meetups are always cancelled or postponed at the 11 th hour?'
Firts of all, i would like to apologize to all my homies out there. We use to always say, bros before hoes. I never really feel what it was like having a real relationship where both pple are so soaked into each other's prescence they just forget abt the world around them.
I met a girl and her name is Renee Ong. I fell head over heels for her that i know not where my head is. She's marvellous, gorgeous, kind, cute and nice. I would use all vocabs in e dictionary to describe her but i cant cause she is way beyond that. I'm so glad that God sent her into my life. And yes, i must say, she impacted my life. I was a person who didnt bother abt the details but now, i'm am. I was a laid back dude wasting his youth but till i met her, i changed. She's my pillar of strength, my motivation, she's everything. She completes me. And like what Jerry Maguire said,
'she had me at Hello.'
Homies, if u met a girl like that, i'm sure you'll wanna spend ur every second with her. Cause its worth it.
This is 1 reason why i disappear every now and then from gatherings too.
After i got the news last afternoon, my eyes opened up. Matt's father passed on. It made me realised 1 thing which is the value of life and relationships. Many a time, we take things and pple around us for granted. It always seem that when we need help we think that these pple will be there. Matt's father is a good example. For all these years i knew him and his family . His dad was a really nice dude. What i noticed most was his willingness and his constant availability to always make it a point to be there for his family. Matt and family, dont worry for he is with the Lord. Be strong and walk always in e ways od God.
This applies to me. Alot. Many times, when i'm down, i realised all my personal friends will be there. Or at least try.. I just want ur to know that i appreciate ur and i love u guys.
How is Marc??
Mood: emotionally and physically worked out.
These past 3 days hasnt really been the best. Things arent the way it is or use to be. I try getting myself busy with work but when the flow stops, its her that i think of. 1 thing i still dont quite understand. Her mood. Till now, i wonder why she's giving me e cold shoulders. Was it something i said or do which i wasnt aware of? I wish i had e answers. Maybe there shd be a book on this. Nothing serious happened. We're still loving each other. Just that, i havent got to see her. And yesterday was one of that rare time which i lost my cool. Didnt get violent or did anything extreme. I just was really sarcastic cause sometimes i feel that i wasnt respcected for or taken advantage of. Then again, i really and truelly love her. Help me someone...
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